july 27-29 michigan
august 2-5 milwaukee
august 7 hs swimming
august 17 tour eau claire :]
august 20-24 band camp!!
august 23 first swim meet!

connor and i broke up. lets not talk about it. im not doing well.

i really like my friends. they're helping me a lot. i love them. so much.

and the new rocket summer cd rocks.

k bye.

i dont feel like myself. nothing seems to be going right. it all just seems shitty. yeah pretty much shitty. im not looking for pitty i just need to get this out.

everything seems dull, not normal, not fun. i dont feel appreciated by anyone or anything. it seems like im a chore. idk i jsut blah.

i need to get out of here for a few days...

im sore :[ i guess thats what happens when you decide to do push ups after an entire year of not doing them. haha goober.

i get my hair cut today :] and lets see

connor leaves in 17 days :[

im working alot :[ but that means money :]

i need a new ipod...mine is broken :[

i love connor :] the end!

soo lets see... monday i worked 8-1. it was hell...but i talked to kari the whole time which was amazing! :] i love kari :] and we enjoyed waxing the slide and falling on our asses...ohh the joys of pool shutdown at the ymca! haha :] then i went home and found out my proofs were in for my senior pictures! so i went and picked those up!! :]] then went to michael's and bought some scrapbooking stuff and spent too much money!! guhh!! then i went to connor's and showed him my proofs. there's some i really like...actually too many i really like! :[ and they're so damn expensive guhh. then we went to la java and then i went to swim practice which was easy. actually im just getting stronger so its getting easy. then i came home and ran and it started raining on me, and i was wearing a white shirt...good i know. haha.

then tuesday was summerfest! =]] AMAZING. i think that sums it up! haha. john mayer was really good. ben folds was alright and who was the other guy that played? haha exactly hah! :] id say more about summerfest but i'd probably take up like a page so lets just leave it at that haha.

yesterday was the fourth of july! :] i got up at like 11 after getting home at 2 am from summerfest and went for a run. then i got ready and went to connors. we went downtown and watched fireworks at his house :] it was a good fourth of july...i love him :] a lot!!

then today connor, javier and i went to door county to see connor's momma and family. i missed them! there so nice :] it was a good day. i really feel at home with them, part of the family. its amazing :] im excited to go up there for a day in august and just hang out with connor's mom while he's in spain...but unfortunatly connor will be in spain... hmm baby..

connor's going camping the whole weekend =[ boo. tomorrow i have work and a swim meet...cuz his dad is cool and wont let me go camping with them.

so yeahh. nothing else.

byee